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    • 7 years ago

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    • 7 years ago

    • I relised

      8 years ago


      its been a long time since i was at all active on this sight. and the other day I was helping out my grandparents with yard work.... just thinking like I do. and I started to think about this sight, and how much i have changed from the day i made it years ago....

      when I made this profile I was 14, mid/low class, had the bassic outlook on life that any 14 year old guy dose "the whole world loves me, and if they dont, ill just kick there ass and they will".

      over the years i have pissed off alot of people on here, most of you probly dont even think about this sight any more, and more than likely dont even remember who i am. I would just like to say sorry for being that type of person. my life has compleatly changed for the better or worse I dont know, but it... I have changed

      Music is was and forever will be a huge part of my life. and it was a huge factor in my self relisation. After i stoped getting on here i relised its becasus noone really cared for me on here or in life. I did start becoming psycotic, filling my mind with self hate, but i found a band that relates to me, as if there music was made for me.... by me.... I know most people dont like them but they were not given the life I was. not treated the way I was. ICP and all there affilieats is who i am talking about.

      Spelling has never been a strong suit for me. and I like to think that i have gotten better at it but I know im always going to get shitted on for how i spell or my grammer or something stupid like that. for people that do that..... please relise the people who dont spell wright dont do it on purpose, we do try. but you fucking with us makes us wanna spell wrong more.... or me atleast.

      there are more things but i dont really have space.... so just thank you for dealing with me, and all the hate you gave

    • Metal+Rap=?

      in Forums > Metal+Rap=? | Follow this topic


      ok so ive been going to some really heavy metal shows nowdays and im getting big on it all, but yesterday i saw a metal rap band that was actily really good, n i was wanting to see your oppenions on it all, so plese send in some shit

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    • my life story

      9 years ago


      Cause, it's all I knoooow

      I wish this life'd get better, but everyday it's like I'm wishing for nothing
      But still I'm walking like I'm proud, and keep it G when I'm strutting
      It's been a long road, watching everything unfold
      I'm 24 and still alive, so I respect what I'm told
      Some days I wonder who might go through, what I go through
      Where every other day, some motherfucker think they know you
      Come here nigga let me show you, that money don't change a thang
      The only thing that change, is how quick your partnas'll bust your brain
      I'm so use to seeing it rain, I give a fuck about the sunshine
      I'm adapted to pain, that's why they feel it when I spit mine
      It's anger when I spit lines, I remember what it was and where I'm coming from
      I started from nothing, that's why I'm glad I made it out the slums
      But that ain't do nothing, but change a nigga address
      Same old drama same bullshit, same old stress
      I'm well acquainted with the rain, so way too much that I ain't seen
      Yeah I'm still below the possible, it's fuck you when I'm dreaming

      [Hook: Shyna & (Dallas)]
      See I would rather, feel the rain
      Cause shit, don't ever change
      (cause shit don't ever change)
      So I kick it, with the rain
      (so I'll just kick it, see I'll just kick it with the rain)
      And try the best, to do my thang
      (and try my best, and try my best)
      Cause it's all I knoooow

      It's like I keep feeling the pressure frustrated and agg'd, but trying to keep focus
      Is hell, when pain collide with the rain haven't you noticed
      I had a few up's in my life, and a whole bunch of them down's
      It's amazing, how our niggaz still around
      Nevetheless I find myself, doing the same thang
      Drop another album for the block, and try to get my change
      And deep beneath that all I feel, like it's the last that I'm giving
      While on this trip, you see my hurt no longer keeping me driven
      I don't even feel part of nothing, it's been that way from the get
      One of the realest, but I still end up the last round draft pick
      I thought it was coming, a twenty thousand dollar video
      BET denied it, cause wasn't bout the hoes
      And I ain't capping, I'm just keeping it real
      It's prolly cause I don't be rapping, I be keeping it real
      I won't sell my soul for no dollar, the money cars or fame
      I won't even give it thought, I would rather kick it with the rain motherfucker


      It ain't too many can relate, to what I'm feeling inside
      I've been a loner on my own, so I continue to ride
      Whether my life done been sour, I still been playing my part
      No matter what these niggaz say, don't try to take it to heart
      I found myself in that situation, too many of times
      And start to searching for myself, but anger's all that I find
      I'm motivated by the doubt, that they done gained for a nigga
      And all this way below the belt shit, that they aim at a nigga
      But still I learn to continue on, to the next episode
      No matter the weight up on my shoulders, I'll be damned if I fold
      And even though, I'd rather find myself inside of the rain
      It's only cause I see the fake, when I'm outside of the rain
      And I ain't speaking on all, but yeah I'm speaking on most
      This show right here, is when you keep it real and Trae is the host
      If you ain't never been inside it, ain't no way to explain
      The only thing that understand me, is the drops of the rain


      I'd rather feel the rain, (I'd rather feel the rain)
      Cause shit don't ever change, (cause shit don't change)
      So I kick it with the rain, (I kick it with the rain)
      And try my best to do my thang, cause it's all I knoooow
      [ The Rain Lyrics on ]

    • back like ur ass

      9 years ago


      yoyoyo im back probly not to stay cos i cant trutlyfuly say i missed this place.... but atleast i still got my page n all right

    • Killer Clowns

      in Forums > Killer Clowns | Follow this topic


      Yo whatsup, if u dont like what this is about good for you just do evryone who cares a favor and dont say anything. Make your own form to dis me or somethin i dont know ..... ud probly get alot of hits on that now that i think of it. SSSOOOOO any way whatsup juggalos i made a forum befor to try to make rvb more juggalo friendly but that didnt work cos some self proclamed juggalos were dissing evrone. now if anyone need somone to talk to just talk to yo homies i hope u make on this form

      from your friend


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    • Juggalos

      in Forums > Juggalos | Follow this topic


      ight Juggalos n Juggalets this is a place for us to be us n give a rats ass about them hoes saying icp sucks rap sucks, if you want to be in the famly you know what to do


      jokerman out

      32 replies

    • 2018 years ago

  • About Me

  • Comments (8)

    • GabGab

      7 years ago

      Miss youuuu!!

    • Radius55 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Site Admin

      7 years ago

      Well, right about now, I was originally planning to be announcing that tickets for RvB:TX were on sale. Unfortunately, that's not going to be the case. You might have heard that the RT staff has their own event planed for late May. We, the organizers of RvB:TX, don't feel it will be possible to compete with a larger and better organized event, so we're officially canceling our event.

      But all is not lost! We're keeping the group page for two reasons:

      1) RvB:TX will now be a hub for all RT fans in and around Texas. We'll keep people up to date on RT related events in and around Texas, from small meet ups to the RoosterTexas event the staff is planning. If you have not already done so, please watch the group to stay up to date on the news.

      2) We're planning a smaller get together in Austin this winter. It won't be as big as our original plans, but it'll still be a chance for fans to get together and have fun.

      For more details, please see the journal here.

    • wah_wah_666

      7 years ago

      hey downie lol

    • Radius55 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Site Admin

      7 years ago

      Friendly Neighborhood RvB:TX Admin here! Just a few updates on the group today:
      1) We officially have 200 members! Sweet! You Guys Rock!

      2) We'd really appreciate it if everyone watches the group and checks the forum every few weeks or so. We post polls and messages on the group and we need YOUR input to make sure that this RvB:TX will be the best yet. If you already watch the group, thanks a ton! If not, go here and click the watch button. There are also polls concerning likelihood of attendance and optimum ticket price in the group forum.

      3) The event is being tentatively scheduled for next March. Hope to see you there!

      4) We could really use the help of a Web Designer. if you or someone you know could help us get even a bare bones site running, it would be greatly appreciated. However, please note that this will be an act of volunteerism on your part. We'd love to pay you, but we just don't have the money. But isn't being able to say that you designed a site in order to celebrate the greatest Machinima series ever reward enough? If you are still interested, please contact myself, or one of the other group admins.

      5) Keep active in the group. The planning staff is constantly looking for cool ideas for events, and they are the best spot to get yours out there.

      That's all folks! Keep your eyes glued to the screen for further updates.

    • BlackPenguin FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Guardian x8; Panel Lead

      8 years ago

      Sorry to spam ya, but we have new group that's trying to organize the first annual RvB:TX. Just wanted to get the word out.

    • RunninMan

      8 years ago

      You've probably already heard this, but this is just a song that rap itself needs.

    • insane_eevee

      9 years ago

      monoxide is my future husband. :D he got me into the 4/20 show this year for free because he was so obbsessed with how beautiful i was to him. :}} i almost fainted. we're gonna chill next tme he comes to NC. :P if you weren't in texas i'd ask if you wanna come too.

    • downnorth

      9 years ago

      Your funeral nothing is for sure.
      No one ever knows when its time to go [x2]

      Verse 1:
      Was livin life without worthy (why?) hatas comin to hurt me
      i was sent on a vicious mission im hopin ya heard me
      i disguised it with buts?? livin life around sluts
      and why the hatas be jealous and then be all on our nuts
      its a method of madness i smoke and act a fool
      im a bum im a drunk im a stoner just like you
      high school i was 14 had blunts of the bama
      believe it i was bout my bangin no more things from santa
      fightin wit the ese's on every other thursday
      they class was next to mine and my skin is hershey
      never been to be a bitch the game taught me never snitch
      mama said never go broke over a bitch (never)
      tried to live it tight paid do everything the right way
      hitchhikin on survival had to ride the devils highway
      God will u forgive me come down and save my soul
      death is here today dont got another day to go

      Your funeral nothing is for sure
      No one ever knows when it's time to go [x2]

      Verse 2:
      I was nothin,depressed, contemplating suicide
      So down on myself, sometimes i wanted to die
      Then when i learned to music all my pain just went away
      My whole attitude changed, i started havin good days
      I tried to live right by treatin people with respect
      I tried to spread peace, like when it hit these protests
      I tried to live my life happy without steppin on your toes
      I tried to let us all get along friends or foes
      Yo, i could keep a secret, i could make you feel worth it
      I could make you feel special and i made it my purpose
      Cuz i know what its like when your feelin down and alone
      No where to go parents fighting so i dont wanna go home
      Not a snake i stay humble, never cold to another but now its my time to go like the snow in the summer
      So when im gone like king kong put the purple in the bong
      Dont be sad i was glad we had fans singing along
      It's over now my dead body's layin on the ground
      I look down as im rising like the sun leaving the town
      Im gone like poof, no more josh just his cd
      So the last time you saw me is now the last time you'll see me


      What will they say up at my funeral?
      When i go who will know i lived it to the limit takin every turn up on this road?
      At my funeral, what will they say?
      What will they say when im buried one day? [x2]

      Monoxide Child:
      Think theres a line in life and since i died tonight I'll find out if i was right
      I hope i get to make it up into the limeless flight
      But if i dont and i go to hell just no that im alright
      Now keep it burnin right, i know the devils been tryin to get with me for some years
      And the forms of different people i swear to god they're my peers
      And they tore me into pieces, my position is here and theres nothin that you can do me to make it disappear
      Even though your sittin at my funeral starin at my casket
      My legacy lives on to this day im everlasting
      Now your kneeling next to me cryin, look me right in the face, tryin to wait hopin that its all just a mistake
      And i awake all because your prayers and your faith forver im locked in your sould from the music i make
      And if you wait for me here then i'll be back with the green and we can sit back and live it all over again.

      Your funeral nothing is for sure
      No one ever knows when its time to go

      Bless me father please on that it all be a bad dream
      I'm on my back in the casket with the ceiling above me
      I'm motionless and this numbness allows no function so my hands are crossed in a box that im stuck in
      Theres talkin and the voice is unfamiliar to me at a distance
      But as they become closer they're growin clarity
      They're speakin about buryin me with my hands stoned to mark my memory
      I hear em' cryin and they wont let go, it doesnt make it easy when u cant return
      But still i had so many things to learn and teach the listeners who would listen with such a love and conviction
      And purchase the product over the counter without prescriptions
      And now my vision is a double wide all o velvet interior with the poly cotton pillow
      To rest my head upon but my spirits be goin
      Fingers above my body while the choir singing this song

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